....headache....

.... wah, almost 1 am already, x terasa betul kan ms berlalu.. dr td sy asyik bc buku text agro based marketing... x terasa betul smpai kepala sy nie betul2 skit.. need 2 take rest 4 a while if not my head will be painful until 2morrow la nampak nya... i donno y, but when i read the text book i can feel that the subject is not dat hard, y am i did not realize it early ( haha, stdy last minit mana x nya) if not i lama dh date with dat MR Agro..hahaha...

nie la buku agro yg aku bc dr td..hehehe..

... hari nie, nothing special happend antara sy n bf sy.. juz td sy google la kat internet n then i found a quota said :

.....that was quota yg sy bg kepada dia, it really show what i feel for him.. coz d saat 1st time sy bg taw dia sy syg n love dia sy betul2 nyatakan nya.. there are not a habit like what the quota said rite, but after i gave it to him, nampak nya like what i tough dia x faham mksd nya n ask me y am i sent such kind of msg 2 him, n then i ask him to read n undrestand the meaning, dia selumber ja ckp mls la coz too long.. sy pun apa lg trs x reply msg dia, sy trs senyap n my tears drops.. i cry coz sy kecewa sgt that he don understand wat am i want 2 deliver to him.. i cry n cry, hbs bsh buka text agro sy..hik2...

....but i noe, x guna sy nanges n fkrkan sgt bnda 2, after a while, sy baik semula n anggap ja nothing happened but inside my heart i can feel d pain.. dh la dia reply msg pun 10 sekali, smpai 1 tahap kepala sy dh betul2 pening sy ckp kat dia that if he bz than there no need to texting each other, n i said gudnite... ingatkan sy trs xnak msg dia dh, tp hati ppuan nie sgt2 lembut, b4 i write this post sy kol dia sekejap n dia ckp dia tertidor coz mengantok sgt2.. i ask him 2 go 2 sleep la,..hmm, td minta dia kizz, tp malu2 plak coz dia punya kwn ada kat c2..hahaha.. tp dia kiss jg, wlau pun ckit tp xpa la..:))

...at some point td, i dh fkr negetive bout him.. tp pas 2 sy yakin kan dr sy yg nothing negative gonna happen, i hope so... i really love him n i really cant imagine if i have to leave or he leave me.. i love u so2 much ronstan nelian anthony...

..that it for 2nite, my kepala nie sdh rs nak pecah, skt sgt2... morning all..xoxo

jeance annellezze