..i want 2 b u only girl syg..

I want you to love me, like I'm a hot guy

Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like

So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight

I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command

Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only one...

Want you to take me like a thief in the night

Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right

Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside

And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command

Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

Take me for a ride

Oh baby, take me high

Let me make you first

Oh make it last all night

Take me for a ride

Oh baby, take me high

Let me make you first

Make it last all night

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command

Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man

Only girl in the world...

Girl in the world...

Only girl in the world...

Girl in the world...

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

...dedicated this song for my sayang Ronstan Nelian Anthony...

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-just-the-way-you-are-lyrics.html

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Nickelback - Far Away

..GADUH N GADUH N GADUH LAGI..

..12/11/2010..

..OWH GOD, HARI NIE KM 2 GADUH BESAR LAMA DH X GADUH SEBESAR NIE..HARI NIE NAK ULANG BALIK LA KENANGAN GADUH BESAR-BESARAN YANG BERLAKU AWAL2 KM 2 COUPLE DULU.. DAMN IT, SAKIT BETUL HATI AKU SEKARANG NIE, INGATKAN DIA DAH BERUBAH BUT DIA BUAT BALIK PERANGAI LAMA DIA 2..GRRRR...

..NAK D JADIKAN CERITA, I REALLY SAD SEBENARNYA TENGOK POST2 MY FRIENDS AT FACEBOOK SEMUA NYA EXCITED NAK BALIK KAMPUNG, BUT FOR ME I DH LA X BALIK KPG N HAVE 2 STAY AT SHAH ALAM UNTIL NEXT YEAR BALIK X BALIK PUN SY DLM BLN MAY 2011.. BYGKAN BETAPA SEDIH NYA SY..MY HUZMATE DH ADA YG BALIK HARI RAYA HARI 2 SO MEREKA X LA RASA RINDU WIF FAMILI DIAORG SEBAB DH JUMPA KAN HR 2.. TP SY MANA DA BALIK SO DAT Y LA SY AGAK EMOCKIT MLM NIE...

..SO I TOLH HIM DAT I FEEL SO LONELY N MISS MY FAMILY MEMBERS SO MUCH, N HE SAID I HAVE TO BE PATIENT, YA I NOE MCM MANA PUN SY KENA SABAR JUGA KAN.. LEPAS I2 SY AJAK DIA YM SEBAB SY MAW TGOK MUKA DIA, TP DIA XNAK COZ DIA PUNYA LAPTOP BR JA FORMAT DAT Y DIA XNAK INSTALL YM DULU TKT VIRUS MASUK.. BUT SY NIE PLAK JENIS YG X SABAR N SY SJJA NAK UJI DIA SY BUAT LA MUKA KESIAN DGN HARAPAN DIA AKAN MENGALAH.. TP STILL JUGA DIA DGN PENDIRIAN NYA.. SY XNAK KALAH JUGA NIE, LEPAS 2 SY CKP MYB U LOVE UR LAPTOP MORE THAN ME, N THEN HE TOLD ME DAT TOMORROW I WILL HEARD D NEW ABOUT HIS LAPTOP.. BILA JA DIA CKP MCM 2 I DH AGAK DH DIA AKAN BUAT SOMETHING PADA LAPTOP DIA..

..THEN, I CALL HIM.. OWH MY GOD, HE BROKE HIS LAPTOP JUZ BECOZ SY BANDINGKANDR WIF THE LAPTOP..WTH, I BECAME SO ANGRY WIF HIM N I SHOUT AT HIM.. GRR, SMPAI SEKRG SY MSH GERAM NIE.. I DONNO WAT 2 SAY ANYMORE.. MAKIN SY MARAH DIA PUN SM JG.. LOOK LIKE NO ONE OF US NAK MENGALAH...

..SY RS BERSALAH SEBENARNYA, I SHOULD NOT CKP MCM 2 DEKAT DIA KAN.. BUT I X DPT NAK CONTROL MY SELF LA.. SO SKRG NIE SY X TAW NAK BUAT APA, NAK MENGALAH SEMESTINYA TIDAK... BIAR LA, SY XNAK KALAH DGN DIA.. DIA SUKA A TGOK LAPTOP DIA HANCUR SO WAT.. SY DH XNAK KISAH DH.. I HATE DAT WHEN HE DONE DAT THING, ORG MESTI AKAN SALAH KAN SY, BECOZ KALAU BUKAN SEBAB SY DIA XKAN BUAT BNDA 2 KAN.. TP I NEVER FORCE HIM 2 DO DAT, OWH GOD..I FEEL REALLY GUILTY RITE NOW..

...BIAR KAN LA KEADAAN MCM NIE DULU, IT IS MUCH BETTER.. BIAR LA MSG2 MENYENDIRI DULU.. BUT SY BETUL2 MEMAKSUDKAN KATA2 SY TD KALO PERANGAI PANAS BARAN DIA X BERUBAH SY BETUL2 X BOLEH HIDUP DENGAN DIA.. COZ I WILL NEVER KNOW WAT GONNA HAPPEN 2 ME IF WE HAVE MUCH GREATER FIGHT..

...OWH GOD, SAYA BERDOA KEPADA KAMU SUPAYA KAMU PERTAHAN KAN HUBUNGAN KAMI BERDUA, N BUATKAN LA PERASAAN PANAS BARAN DI DLM DIRI DIA HILANG DAN TUHAN KAMU JADIKAN LAH SAYA SEORANG YANG LEBIH PENYABAR..KERANA SESUNGGUH NYA SY SGT2 MENYAYANGI DIA DAN BERHARAP AGAR KASIH SYG KM BERDUA KEKAL SELAMANYA..SAYA BERDOA DALAM NAMA AYAH,ANAK,ROH KUDUS..AMEN..

..12/11/2010..

..OWH GOD, HARI NIE KM 2 GADUH BESAR LAMA DH X GADUH SEBESAR NIE..HARI NIE NAK ULANG BALIK LA KENANGAN GADUH BESAR-BESARAN YANG BERLAKU AWAL2 KM 2 COUPLE DULU.. DAMN IT, SAKIT BETUL HATI AKU SEKARANG NIE, INGATKAN DIA DAH BERUBAH BUT DIA BUAT BALIK PERANGAI LAMA DIA 2..GRRRR...

..NAK D JADIKAN CERITA, I REALLY SAD SEBENARNYA TENGOK POST2 MY FRIENDS AT FACEBOOK SEMUA NYA EXCITED NAK BALIK KAMPUNG, BUT FOR ME I DH LA X BALIK KPG N HAVE 2 STAY AT SHAH ALAM UNTIL NEXT YEAR BALIK X BALIK PUN SY DLM BLN MAY 2011.. BYGKAN BETAPA SEDIH NYA SY..MY HUZMATE DH ADA YG BALIK HARI RAYA HARI 2 SO MEREKA X LA RASA RINDU WIF FAMILI DIAORG SEBAB DH JUMPA KAN HR 2.. TP SY MANA DA BALIK SO DAT Y LA SY AGAK EMOCKIT MLM NIE...

..SO I TOLH HIM DAT I FEEL SO LONELY N MISS MY FAMILY MEMBERS SO MUCH, N HE SAID I HAVE TO BE PATIENT, YA I NOE MCM MANA PUN SY KENA SABAR JUGA KAN.. LEPAS I2 SY AJAK DIA YM SEBAB SY MAW TGOK MUKA DIA, TP DIA XNAK COZ DIA PUNYA LAPTOP BR JA FORMAT DAT Y DIA XNAK INSTALL YM DULU TKT VIRUS MASUK.. BUT SY NIE PLAK JENIS YG X SABAR N SY SJJA NAK UJI DIA SY BUAT LA MUKA KESIAN DGN HARAPAN DIA AKAN MENGALAH.. TP STILL JUGA DIA DGN PENDIRIAN NYA.. SY XNAK KALAH JUGA NIE, LEPAS 2 SY CKP MYB U LOVE UR LAPTOP MORE THAN ME, N THEN HE TOLD ME DAT TOMORROW I WILL HEARD D NEW ABOUT HIS LAPTOP.. BILA JA DIA CKP MCM 2 I DH AGAK DH DIA AKAN BUAT SOMETHING PADA LAPTOP DIA..

..THEN, I CALL HIM.. OWH MY GOD, HE BROKE HIS LAPTOP JUZ BECOZ SY BANDINGKANDR WIF THE LAPTOP..WTH, I BECAME SO ANGRY WIF HIM N I SHOUT AT HIM.. GRR, SMPAI SEKRG SY MSH GERAM NIE.. I DONNO WAT 2 SAY ANYMORE.. MAKIN SY MARAH DIA PUN SM JG.. LOOK LIKE NO ONE OF US NAK MENGALAH...

..SY RS BERSALAH SEBENARNYA, I SHOULD NOT CKP MCM 2 DEKAT DIA KAN.. BUT I X DPT NAK CONTROL MY SELF LA.. SO SKRG NIE SY X TAW NAK BUAT APA, NAK MENGALAH SEMESTINYA TIDAK... BIAR LA, SY XNAK KALAH DGN DIA.. DIA SUKA A TGOK LAPTOP DIA HANCUR SO WAT.. SY DH XNAK KISAH DH.. I HATE DAT WHEN HE DONE DAT THING, ORG MESTI AKAN SALAH KAN SY, BECOZ KALAU BUKAN SEBAB SY DIA XKAN BUAT BNDA 2 KAN.. TP I NEVER FORCE HIM 2 DO DAT, OWH GOD..I FEEL REALLY GUILTY RITE NOW..

...BIAR KAN LA KEADAAN MCM NIE DULU, IT IS MUCH BETTER.. BIAR LA MSG2 MENYENDIRI DULU.. BUT SY BETUL2 MEMAKSUDKAN KATA2 SY TD KALO PERANGAI PANAS BARAN DIA X BERUBAH SY BETUL2 X BOLEH HIDUP DENGAN DIA.. COZ I WILL NEVER KNOW WAT GONNA HAPPEN 2 ME IF WE HAVE MUCH GREATER FIGHT..

...OWH GOD, SAYA BERDOA KEPADA KAMU SUPAYA KAMU PERTAHAN KAN HUBUNGAN KAMI BERDUA, N BUATKAN LA PERASAAN PANAS BARAN DI DLM DIRI DIA HILANG DAN TUHAN KAMU JADIKAN LAH SAYA SEORANG YANG LEBIH PENYABAR..KERANA SESUNGGUH NYA SY SGT2 MENYAYANGI DIA DAN BERHARAP AGAR KASIH SYG KM BERDUA KEKAL SELAMANYA..SAYA BERDOA DALAM NAMA AYAH,ANAK,ROH KUDUS..AMEN..

JEANCE LOVE RONS

..I LOVE U SAYANG 4 EVER..

..1 years,2 month,1 week n 4 days..

..tarikh 28 august 2009 telah mengubah segala nya dlm hidup sy..

..he come in my life n bring new light n shine in my dull n dark life..

..Ronstan Nelian Anthony Dunggau,he was d man dat open my heart once again 2 fall in love..

..kehadiran nya amat2 sy hargai sehingga ke hr inie..

..dia telah mengembalikan keyakinan dn kepercayaan sy kepada cinta..

..dia telah membawa sinar hidup br kepada dr sy yg ketika itu di dlm kegelapan..

..mencari-cari cinta sejati yg sy fkr sy x akan dapat..

..d saat sy perlukan teman ketika itu lah Dia hadir dn menghulurkan tangan kepada sy..

..Dia telah membawa sy keluar dr kegelapan yg membuat sy menutup mata,telinga dan hati sy..

..ketika i2 br sy sedari ada sinar d depan sy yg akan membuatkan sy melupakan kegelapan yg selama in sy lalui bersendirian..

..tnpa diri nya, mugkin sy sampai sekrg akan meraba-raba d dlm kegelapan malam..

..mungkin sy xkan berjumpa lelaki sebaik dia..

..lelaki yang menerima sy seadanya..

..lelaki yang jujur dan ikhlas mencintai sy dan menerima segala kekurangan sy..

..Dia adalah utusan Tuhan yang akan membimbing sy selamanya..

..Dia lah yang akan menjadi pelindung dan penyelamat sy di dunia ini..

..Dia lah lelaki yg akan sy cintai smpai akhir hayat sy..

..Dia lah segala nya bagi sy..

..sy bersyukur kepada Tuhan kerana telah menyatukan sy dengan Dia kerana hanya dia dn akan hanya dia berada dn bertaktha di hati sy..

.. Tarikh 28 august 2009 telah membawa 1 sinar d dalam hidup sy kerana d tarikh i2 lah sy telah menjadi kekasih dn teman wanita kepada Ronstan Nelian..

..sekarang sudah 1 tahun, 2 bulan, 1 minggu dn 4 hr km bersama..

..dn cinta sy pada dia tetap sm dn mkn bertambah dr hari ke hari..

..saya mencintai dia sepenuh hati sy..

"maafkan lah ku x bisa hidup tanpa kamu...

fahami lah ku x mampu terus tnpa kamu

bagiamana ku nanti

bila tiada menganti

yang ku mahu hanya kamu sahaja.."

..Ronstan Nelian, sy Jeanita Gelang mencintai kamu sepenuh hati sy..

..i love u so much syg, bby need syg in my life..

..love u forever n ever syg..

..that all 4 tonite,xoxo..nanite..

..kecewa nya sy....

i wish u know what is my feeling right now, when u said that u suspicious on me, that was the day my heart stop for a second, n my tears drop fast. i donno wat 2 think at that time, i trust him with all my heart n y did he don trust me d way i trust on him. owh GOD, i really love him, pliz make him believe that i really love him n he was the only thing that i wanted so badly in this world. i never feel dis kind of feeling toward other man before, i don noe y is he so special n so different with the other guys that i have meet. he is just to different, even though we always argue about small thing but it made my love for him stronger n stronger. i love him damm much n wheb he suspected me it make my heart hurt damm much 2.

my tears keep falling down rite now, i'm really sad rite now, i can even think of anything else than think that he have think negative about me.

i pray 2 d LORD so that everything gonna be alrite.

syg, bby love syg so much a..syg is the only thing dat i want..love u syg from yesterday,today, tomorrow n for d rest of my life syg..

that all 4 2nite just love the person u love sincerely n stop thingking lots of negetive thing toward them that it, nanite all..xoxo..

...alone once again (T_T)...

....new entry lg, hr nie x taw nak tulis apa sebenar nya..coz there nothing 2 story about,... td pg i have exam, dh la x blh nak tdo mlm td n than pg td prg exam dgn mata yg mengantok n kepala yg pening..rs nak pengsan ja td, dh la sejuk hr hujan mdi pun mcm mdi kambing ja td..hahaha... smpai ja dewan exam, trs blur lps buka kertas exam lg a blur..hahaha.. blh d kira dlm ms 3 jam exam aku guna 1 jam ja tk jawab ms yg selebihnya aku dok termenung ja..hahaha, xda idea doe coz otak x berfungsi sgt2 td..hahaha...:D

...hmm, nak crt pa bout my bf hr nie owh, i thinks nothing la.. aku x taw nak ckp pa dh skrg, sekarang dh boleh d katakan km 2 jrg bermsg.. kalo bermsg pun blh d kira berapa byk x smpai 2o msg pun 1 hari.. sy x taw la nak buat pa..skrg nie dia asyik tdo sj, dr pg smpai mlm asyik tdo ja.. sy dh sgt kcw with him rite now, dia ckp nak berubah tp x jg tp mkn menjd perangai dia.. sydh jrg nak mrh dia skrg nie, tp dia sgt2 menguji kesabran sy, tp sy kena bersabar jgi cannot surrender awal sgt.. rs nak nanges ja skrg nie.. tp sy x blh nak buat apa lg.. kecewa mmg kecewa tp pa blh buat dh dia sendiri xnak berubah..

.. dat it for now, tgh kecewa skrg nie, so xda idea sgt nak menulis..nanite all, xoxo..:'(